Ugh

So today I went to Old Navy....I hate shopping sometimes!!! So I'm a size 20...ok...I can deal with that, but what the hell!! I try on a size 20 jeans and they don't fit. And what's weird is that in my closet are size 20 jeans from Old Navy that fit perfectly but no not now. I know I should be happy with how I look but sometimes I can't help but feel down about it. I know I need to get healthy and start working out but for some reason I make myself do it. I have Wii Fit and I have the Jillian Michaels 30 day shred and I have a membership to Fitness Experts! I would be completely happy being a size 12 or 14. That's 6 to 8 sizes I need to lose. Can I do it?
Travis is gone next week on business...maybe that's when I should get my butt in gear and do it! I'm tired of my shirts not fitting right because of the roll around my stomach. For crying out loud I want to be able to paint my toe nails without being uncomfortable!
On the plus size though...I love love love my hair!! I'm ready to go on Jan 4th to get it all red!! And I go on Tuesday to start Harold's Beauty School. I'm so happy that Travis is behind me 100%!!! I love him soooooooooo much!!!