Wednesday, November 7, 2012

No more direct sales!

So I stopped Mary Kay already. I just nees to stick with 31. Now I will feel better once I see the refunds on the credit card!

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Ugh...I feel blah

I signed up to sell Mary Kay and now I am having second thoughts. I dont want to buy inventory. I cant buy inventory. I hope our credit card gets credited. I need a job!

Saturday, November 3, 2012


A lot has happened since 2009. I got married and had a baby! My girl is wonderful and smart! I am so lucky to have Sophia and Travis in my life.
Now I just need to lose weight. I'm down to 242. Just need to lose 60 more!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


Size 22 pant, 2xl shirt 253 pounds....not happy, not healthy....I have a flippin tire around my waist and it's my fault!!! I just wish Travis would work out with me so I could stay motivated!! As of now I have to get in the mindset that I need to workout out to tone up, lose weight and get healthy. My back hurts all the time now...I need to lose the weight!!!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Almost a New Year!!!

Awww the new year is almost here. Thank Goodness!!
Today hasn't been the best of days for some reason. I talked to my sister and just started crying. I feel like everything is coming in around me but I know it's not. I think it's just a combination of starting school next week, coming to the conclusion that I need to lose weight to get healthy, and trying to not get involved with my family drama.
I'm so excited to start school next week but I'm also scared. It's been a long time since I've been in a classroom. I know it's beauty school and it's something I've been wanting to do for over 10 years but I'm scared to start something new. For the next 11 months I'll be in a classroom Tuesday thru Saturday from 9 til 4! Plus it hit me as I was writing this, I'm getting married in September!
I can't believe I'm finally getting married! I have so much to do and I know I shouldn't worry but I do. How are we going to pay for everything? I feel like I can't ask Travis for the money but then again I'm like, we are in this together. His parents are helping alot, which I'm very thankful for. They are wonderful!
Starting next week I'm doing the Idiot Proof diet. Loved the book. Hoping this works.
No carbs or sugars for 2 weeks!! I can do it! I know I can!!!
I just have to keep in my head that I want to look healthy for my wedding!