Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Almost a New Year!!!

Awww the new year is almost here. Thank Goodness!!
Today hasn't been the best of days for some reason. I talked to my sister and just started crying. I feel like everything is coming in around me but I know it's not. I think it's just a combination of starting school next week, coming to the conclusion that I need to lose weight to get healthy, and trying to not get involved with my family drama.
I'm so excited to start school next week but I'm also scared. It's been a long time since I've been in a classroom. I know it's beauty school and it's something I've been wanting to do for over 10 years but I'm scared to start something new. For the next 11 months I'll be in a classroom Tuesday thru Saturday from 9 til 4! Plus it hit me as I was writing this, I'm getting married in September!
I can't believe I'm finally getting married! I have so much to do and I know I shouldn't worry but I do. How are we going to pay for everything? I feel like I can't ask Travis for the money but then again I'm like, we are in this together. His parents are helping alot, which I'm very thankful for. They are wonderful!
Starting next week I'm doing the Idiot Proof diet. Loved the book. Hoping this works.
No carbs or sugars for 2 weeks!! I can do it! I know I can!!!
I just have to keep in my head that I want to look healthy for my wedding!

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