Thursday, December 10, 2009
So I weighed myself and I've gained 10 pounds since I lost my job!! I'm now at 260!! What the hell?? I can't do this anymore. I can't handle the back pain, the not being able to tie my shoes without breathing hard. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to have to move around a spare tire around my waist when I get intimate with my guy. How embarrassing is it??!!! I don't want to be a size 8...I want to be a size 12 or 14. I would be completely happy with that! That would mean I can go into any store here in Terre Haute and buy something to wear for that night. I wouldn't have to go to Indy or buy something online and chance it not fitting.